I have to get up.
I literally have my hand on UCF +9.5, but it is moving all around.
A 50-50 shot at this point.
Not waht I should doing at the Trading Desk.
You can see I'm trying, I really want some UCF, but I'm going to walk away, again.
lol this is hard. The psychology here is that I feel like I deserve some UCF, especially since they've made it so close.
It's dangerous to play with this mindset, even if it would win.
But I can't tell you enough how hard this moment is, it's themoment that separates gamblers from traders, lolol.